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Thursday, December 20, 2007 at Thursday, December 20, 2007

I really don't know how to put it this time.. This way?, That way? Some Way? ='( I did it AGAIN.. I just don't know why do i have to ruin everything!!!! Damn it! Tell Me why!!! I'm really lost.. Just wished someone would give me a sign of doing something i should do that won't hurt anyone.

I sat down since when she was i don't know.. Angry? sad? worried? sigh~ But she went to play badminton. I sat looking at the wall until she comes back like i cant remember 9 something or 10 something. She was fine by then.. so i said that i'm fine too since she's okay.. I'm the reason that she is sad.. She's the reason that i am Sad.

She went to have her late dinner and bath.. So i went to have my dinner too.. Couldn't eat much.. But.. what the heck.. I don't deserve anything. I won't expect anything good. Because when I think about how much it will happen.. How much it WONT happen~

I asked her when would she go out with me. She said she has problem going out. Then she said that tomorrow might be going out with Sam. I don't know am i saying that right thing. I'm really disappointed that since the holidays started i've been hoping and looking foward that we will go out some times. At least just ONE time it'll be enough. But.. I'm guessing it might not happen.. Because the more i hope and the more i feel it will happen.. The more it wont happen.. Things like that happen in my life. It's like good things are not meant to come towards me. Im just clueless.. God.. please just give me a sign what to do.

- Just wish.. MAYBE it'll come true.. =/

You're my angel of music. ♥