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Friday, December 28, 2007 at Friday, December 28, 2007

Now i found out that love.. Well, definately not just to Love the person.. But to think for that person. To care for them. Think on their side. I certainly didn't do that part.. All along i've been thinking that when we're together.. Means giving each other SO much attention. I Did that to her. But she didn't.. I'm not saying she's wrong.. But in another way.. Im saying I am the one who is wrong. Thinking that maybe she didn't give me enough attention meaning that im not important to her? ><

That day i've been thinking.. and hitting back myself asking.. Would you only want to give her all your attention? In your life are you going to just be with her? Talk with her? Sleep With Her? Eat Wif Her? Everything else ONLY with HER? I then definately felt how she is feeling right now. I wouldn't want her to do everything Only wif me. What about doing other things? I'm just not thinking right.

Then another thing i ask.. Would you want to spent your life Not ever talking to Girl? except for Her? Are You? Eventhough its a Yes.. I'm being selfish thinking that it's only fair that if She does the same for me not to go close to other boys.. I am so so so so Wrong. I should know better than keeping her away from all those. I've always been so selfish~ I never think for her.. Never think on her side of thoughts.

Now i know.. I'm really really really really really trying to be better. I hope you know that. :'( I just want you to feel comfortable with me. Not to let me keep u to myself only. I realy regret i did something like this. I never thought i would do something selfish like this. I've changed to not to mind so much anything she does.. like talking to boys.. doing her things first.. or such.. I just have to change.. i can't hang on being the Yewhon who is so selfish.

It's all about me i've been thinking.. but what about Her?

okay okay~ I'll end here first... I now felt Love, I saw love.. :'(

I'm Sorry dear.. I'm sorry i couldn't be perfect.. I really just wished that i am as Perfect as the Christmas Tree. :'(

You're my angel of music. ♥