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| Friday, December 14, 2007 at Friday, December 14, 2007 |
She's the girl who made me glad and happy.. She's the girl who made me much more alive when i was all alone dying.. She's the girl who made me had lots of hopes and dreams.. She's the girl who has lots of smile that i could look and smile back at her. She's the girl that i can only see when she is around. She's the light of my life. She's my Love and Forever Will be..
She is Yap Qi Rui.. My forever Love and SweetHeart. I can't live without her.. WHy? If i'd lost her i would have lost everything in my life already. I couldn't promise that i would make her the happiest girl in the whole world being with me.. but i promise that i will make her happy..
I asked myself for the past week.. I asked.. God gave me a chance to meet her and being together with her. It's like a dream come true. Nothing matters more except for her. What ever happens i really want to be there for her. I still remember one day she woke up she had a nightmare and she said she had tears coming out. I was in the middle of getting something important to be finished.. I stopped everything and called her.. Nothing really matters.. I'd give anything to just to have her being with me. She is really so important that i really really couldn't think of anything else more Important than HER.
I asked myself also that what happens to us for the next few years.. All i know i was thinking was still being happy together with her. I don't want our relationship to end. Almost everyday I've beeng thinking things like this. Hoping that I can always make her happy everyday. But.. just these few days.. i made her cry and hurt.. i didn't want it again.. I'd really give anything to have the old days back. Just being happy.. talking on the phone for so long.. and spending time with her going out.
She's just the person i've been looking to be with and i dont want to loose this chance.. I've been together with her and it will continue until the end. I loved her and Mised her so much until today. I missed her cause i didn't see her for so long.. just chatting.. I dont know how it feels like inside of me.. something really really weird.. but its alittle hurting.. i couldn't see her for 1 month its like.. i didn't see her for ages already.. I really missed her so much and hoping to go out with her again really soon.
Why can't it just be like going out to the movies? walking around? going to prom nights? I really just wished that i can do so many happy things with her.. Going out most of the day.. ofcourse not everyday but i really want to.. asking her out just for a walk.. going to her house just to say i missed her.. going prom nights telling everyone that she is the most beautiful girl in that place and she is perfect to me. I just want to hold her hands for as long as i live.
Sweetheart.. if u're seeing this.. I just want to say that i missed you very very very much.. as much as.. i dont know.. nobody can describe how much i missed you.. and You're really perfect to me. I Love You very much..
You're my angel of music. ♥
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