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Sunday, December 30, 2007 at Sunday, December 30, 2007

Well.. Lets see.. dont know anything to write much though.. >< Yesterday i've hurt HER again.. ='( why? good question.. It's because of me being so much jealous again!!! I don't know whats wrong with me la.. always being like that.. Why can't i just not be so sensative?? Why?? Is there a way to get rid of it? If yes.. I'd do anything or Give anything to do to get rid of it.

So many things that im sensative to.. I'm really just trying to not bother so much!!!!!!!!!!!!!! But WHy is it so hard??? Can someone tell me how to solve? someone in a relationship perhaps? or have experiences like this? it really kills me.. and Her most important.. i don't want us to be so unhappy because of this stupid habit!!!

I really don't want to scare her until Bad thing happen!!! Im really going crazy.. I've been thinking each and everynight!!! How can i get rid of this stupid habit!!!

I love her.. i trust her.. somehow is because that im not comfortable is other boys are like trying to get close to her. I'm just really sensative because im scared that anything will happen!!!! damn!!! It's crap!!! i really can't take it!!! Damn it!!!!

I trust you.. I believe in you.. No matter what happens you would still be together with me.. I just want to let you know.. I'm being like this is because im afraid they would hurt you. And trust me i know what kind of person are all those person im not happy with... not to say not happy with.. just kept thinking they would make you or something. I can't help it it's because i Must protect you!!! I can never let anything bad happen to you.. i Can't...

Just want you to feel comfortable with me.. i know you can't yet.. It's because of ur age.. i know.. and I know as you grow you will be more comfortable with me. It's okay that you talk with boys or what okay? i just want you to know that im thinking of you every single time.. if its a bad person thats why im unhappy.

I'm just going to change to be better.. no matter how. i will change.. for the better.. i know you would be more comfortable with me..

You're my angel of music. ♥