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Wednesday, January 30, 2008 at Wednesday, January 30, 2008

Haiz...

Something is just wrong.. i know it.. I've ruined everything... Why must i be like this? I keep asking myself for what? im really really really confused.. i kept thinking if it is........

i Don't think i want to know what is it le... i really don't want to know.. i can't bare to know what is it.. im really.. aih~ its like i have no.. no power to stand up already.. I really don't know what to do... someone pls give me some advice.. i don't want Something bad to happen.. ><

You're my angel of music. ♥


Sorry ='(
at Wednesday, January 30, 2008

I’m sorry that I can’t do things right

I’m sorry for being the reason why Sometimes you cry at night.

I'm sorry for not being perfect

I'm sorry I disappoint.

I'm sorry that I'm a pain

And sometimes I miss the point.

I'm sorry I'm not good enough

I'm sorry I let you down.

I'm sorry for my insecurities

I'm sorry for screwing around.

I'm sorry for my moodiness

I'm sorry for my tears.

I'm sorry for my feelings

And I'm sorry for my fears

I'm sorry for taking you for granted

I'm sorry for not loving you enough

I'm sorry for not being there for you

I'm sorry for you,

And I'm sorry for me

But most of all, I'm sorry for being sorry.

You're my angel of music. ♥


Tuesday, January 29, 2008 at Tuesday, January 29, 2008

How great? How great what? there is nothing great... sigh~ whats more great if you.. no wait.. I did what i did today~ how could i possibly forgive myself doing things like this.. If you know what is the thing i did.. you won't even forgive.. u would probably say that I don't even have a heart.. I have a feeling im starting to loose it.. Why do I have to always be so sensative???

Please.. is there a way to CURE this Sensativeness? i really want to find out how to get rid of it.. I've really had it already~ im Fed up! really Fed up!!! I can't stand this any longer!

All i do is always because of this sensative making people so hard to live with me~ HO YEW HON! YOU'RE JUST TOO SENSATIVE TO ANYTHING ANY OTHER PEOPLE DO! MIND YOUR OWN BUSINESS! SO WHAT?? YOU THINK CARING IS LIKE THAT??? YOU'RE JUST MAKING OTHER PEOPLES' LIFE EVEN HARDER TO LIVE!!!!

-Kenny- i should put a.k.a ho yew hon -.-

You're my angel of music. ♥


at Tuesday, January 29, 2008

Because of Her, I'm never lost in this world

Because of Her, I know what to do

Because of Her, I've learn to be a better person

Because of Her, I've changed to someone to understand someone more better

Because of Her, I've learn how to care about

Because of Her, I've learn how to appreciate

Because of Her, I've learn the way to think

Because of Her, I'm never alone in the dark

Because of Her, I'm being cared

Because of Her, I Believed in Hope

Because of Her, I Believed in Faith

Because of Her, I Believe in Everything

Because of Her, My life became colourful

Because of Her, My life had another purpose and meaning~

Because of You.. I'm never giving up anything in my life, especially YOU!!!
No matter what happens.. What obstacles, or anything that tries to block our way~ I will not let that happen.. This i promise you.. <3

You're my angel of music. ♥


Sunday, January 27, 2008 at Sunday, January 27, 2008

I know that you're hiding things
Using gentle words to shelter me
Your words were like a dream
But dreams could never fool me
Not that easily

I acted so distant then
Didn't say goodbye before you left
But I was listening
You'll fight your battles far from me
Far too easily

"Save your tears 'cause I'll come back"
I could hear that you whispered as you walked through that door
But still I swore to hide the pain when I turn back the pages
Shouting might have been the answer
What if I'd cried my eyes out and begged you not to depart?
But now I'm not afraid to say what's in my heart

Though a thousand words
Have never been spoken
They'll fly to you
Crossing over the time and distance holding you
Suspended on silver wings
And a thousand words
One thousand confessions
Will cradle you
Making all of the pain you feel seem far away
They'll hold you forever

The dream isn't over yet
Though I often say I can forget
I still relive that day
You've been there with me all the way
I still hear you say
"Wait for me, I’ll write you letters"
I could see how you stammered with your eyes to the floor
But still I swore to hide the doubt when I turn back the pages
Anger might have been the answer
What if I'd hung my head and said that I couldn't wait?
But now I'm strong enough to know it's not too late'

Cause a thousand words
Call out through the ages
They'll fly to you
Even though I can't see, I know they're reaching you
Suspended on silver wings
Oh, a thousand words
One thousand embraces
Will cradle you
Making all of your weary days seem far away
They'll hold you forever

You're my angel of music. ♥


Will you?
Saturday, January 19, 2008 at Saturday, January 19, 2008

Aih~...

Will you be right beside me if i only had one last day?

Will you keep asking me if I'm okay even if i say I'm really FINE?

Will you come together with me to the place I've never been before?

Will you come and fly in the sky with me?

Will you jump with me if i said Trust Me..?

Will you be coming to look for me if someone called you and said that i was involved in a accident?

Will you Stand beside me or would you stand beside your friends?

Will you keep asking me a lot things when i'm away just because you are really worried and cared about me?

Will you be calling me first thing when you get home from somewhere and say that you miss me?

Will you hold me tight and say " I'm Never letting go of you even if it's my last breath"?

Will you be holding me too and saying that " I cant live without you"?

Will you be calling me at night and say that you love me?

Will you be doing something VERY SPECIAL just because it is a Sunday? or whichever days?

Will you stay up all night laying down beside me looking up in the sky for Stars?

Will you hold me whole night without letting me go?

Will you ever say that " I would never stop loving you... and even if this is my last breath, it wouldn't be the last.."?

Will you just call me anytime to ask if I'm okay?

Will you rush all the way from your house to mine just because i told u i was sick?

Will you accompany me for the whole programme eventhough its Super Boring?

Will you look me in the eyes one day saying that " You're Perfect"?

Will you keep holding me beside you while we're out and say that I Have a Perfect Pair!?

Will you???

Actually this is all the things i would do.. would you do the same? ><


I NEED YOU!!!

You're my angel of music. ♥


I Need You ='(
Friday, January 18, 2008 at Friday, January 18, 2008

I don’t need a lot of things
I can get by with nothing
Of all the blessings life can bring
I’ve always needed something
But I’ve got all I want
When it comes to loving you
You’re my only reason
You’re my only truth
I need you like water
Like breath, like rain
I need you like mercy
From heaven’s gate
There’s a freedom in your arms
That carries me through
I need you

You’re the hope that moves me
To courage again
You’re the love that rescues me
When the cold winds, rage
And it’s so amazing’
cause that’s just how you are
And I can’t turn back now’
cause you’ve brought me too far
I need you like water
Like breath, like rain
I need you like mercy
From heaven’s gate
There’s a freedom in your arms
That carries me through
I need you
Oh yes I do

I need you like water
Like breath, like rain
I need you like mercy
From heaven’s gate
There’s a freedom in your arms
That carries me through
I need you
Oh yes I do
I need you
I need you


I Need you.. ='(

You're my angel of music. ♥


Monday, January 14, 2008 at Monday, January 14, 2008

Well, lets see... Quite a long time i didn't post any updates here... hmmm..

Erm, nothing much actually... Things have been going well with HER these days.. =) thats the best.. though a bad thing i thought was about to happen and Thank God it didn't happen.. ^^ Just miss her so much eventhough i still get to see her in school... lolz.. Probably this is called missing tooo much.. xD

Last saturday was alittle special in BB because our Brothers and Sisters from 4th Kajang came to visit us and for some fellowship together with us.. Then again.. i was the guitarist again~ not surprised? xD so am i.. xD hahaha... We really rocked the house!!! xD we played few games... a Game from Voon which is kinda confusing though he said it was a 5 year old game... LOLZ... 4th Kajang Captain introduced a game to us too.. it was fun... until i was BACKSTABBED by SOMEONE i dun wan to say who~ Lolz.. i wanted to kill him~ it was a song game passing shoes around.. HE STOLED MINE!!!Then i was being kicked out.. lolz~ oh well.. just a game...

We had a Nco Council meeting too.. i went for the meeting for about half of it i think... Well, i got a new post as being in charge of Membership.. and Squad leader... I will continue to strive to be the best... im ready for MORE!

Advance course is at march and im guessing things would go well larh as for as i know.. xD

well i guess thats it... CIaoz~~~~ xD

You're my angel of music. ♥