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Friday, February 15, 2008 at Friday, February 15, 2008

When you said you need me.. Do you really need me or you just say it?

When you said you loved me.. Do you really love me or you're just saying it?

Will you show me that i'm really someone to you? I just want to be with you.. You asked me to go look for my friends.. u just walked away.. I kept asking you.. It's not that i don't want to think its nothing.. But do you really mean it when you said all those? I feel like im no one to you.. ='( It really hurts me.. i treat you like You're my Everything.. No matter what happens I'll be there for you.. No matter what situation i'll be by your side.. Whenver Where ever I'll Always be by your side..

I just want to be by your side.. you kept asking me to look for my friends.. Theres chance and i want to be by your side.. How am i suppose to feel that you really want me if you keep asking me to find my other friends? i really mean it that i want to be by your side.. You said, Dont need accompany me wan ma.. but i said i really want to accompany you.. do you know what i mean?

I just hope you know what i mean.. i just want to tell you what i'm really going through right now.. it's so hard for me.. i know it's hard for you too.. im really trying so so hard thinking on your side.. but. you make me feel like I'm nothing much.. i Don't want to say how much it hurts or what.. because it doesn't matter..

I really hope when you said all those you really meant it.. whatever i've said.. how much i love and care about you.. IM SHOWING to you.. by your side..

Dear.. i really cannot take it.. the other day its not really just about those 2 that night.. its that.. you could go out and with them.. but what about me? ='( I'm always hearing Next Time ok? I really don't know when is the next time.. when im 20+? 30+? i dont know.. ='( i just don't understand.. if there is something ur hiding please tell me.. i'm really feel so bad..

If you ask me if i could accompany you go anywhere.. I'll just say YES.. because what i've said i really do it.. that i'll be by your side.. i know i'm just being so hard.. but.. i really cannot continue like this.. im tired of this kind of things.. i've always heard next time.. next time.. next time.. so many..

I'm sorry i've said until so bad.. it's not your fault.. i just want to say that's how i really feel right now.. I really really want to say.. fine.. lets move on... this doesn't matter anymore.. smile okay? =).. i really can't.. because i've said i'll be very honest with you.. and i really am right now..

I really cannot continue on going back home early and letting my parents see me sad like that.. I don't want them to be worried about me.. But what can i do? i really want to feel theres nth wrong.. but its really something that makes me feel so sad..

I really want to love being by your side forever.. i know you think the same too dear.. but can you show me at least something like that? ='( i Don't want to end our relationship just because of all these fighting... I'm tired of these fighting.. I want to end it~ please... ='( please tell me if you're hiding anything..

I've made a small video yesterday and i want to show you today.. its actually for valentines day.. i know the video is nothing special.. but i really did it with my heart.. i really do all i can to show you how much I LOVE YOU!!!!

Please.. Don't leave me.. ='(

You're my angel of music. ♥