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Tuesday, March 11, 2008 at Tuesday, March 11, 2008

Holidays holidays... sigh~ this can be called as the WORST holiday Ever!!!

why? thats a GREAT question!

sigh~ i jst knew my grandfather had lung cancer... whole family accompanied him to the hospital and you know what we get for an answer?? or should i say excuse... or whatever lame-er word to cover what the doctor said...

Knowing that my grandfather still can walk and talk to the doctor.. he said.. all i can do is do a check for you.. you cant stay here...

WTH???? You can't stay here?? WTH is that? am i suppose to say No for an answer from this blardy doctor?? He's coughing out BLOOD YOU FOOL! YOU'RE NOW SAYING HE CAN STAND AND WALK AND TALK AND HE CANT STAY HERE COZ OF THAT???

WHY DONT YOU TELL ME U CAN DO MORE THINGS... AND YOU DONT NEED TO EAT AT ALL!?!?

Blardy hell.. and he advised us to send him to PRIVATE hospital.. i was like.. WTH again duh.. IF WE COULD AFFORT IT WE WOULD HAVE BEEN THERE WOULDN'T WE?? JEEZ BRAINLESS PPL THESE DAYS...

and Why do i feel surprised of these government hospital.... My as well blow it down! You're not even trying to help you fool! I want to see what you say if i said back the same thing to you!

PPL ARE DYING HERE AND ALL YOU CAN SAY THEY CAN WALK AND STAND THEY CANT STAY IN HOSPITAL?? what in the world?!?!

thank God i wasn't in that hospital.. i would like blow up~ I'm not taking no for an answer.. If he wants us to go private hospital.. PAY For Us Then! Makes no sense right ppl? if we could affort going to private... WE WOULD HAVE BEEN THERE!!! WHy would we waste time being in those so CALLED CHEAP HOSPITAL For??? and my as well im saying.. ur HOSPITAL is full of freaking germs!

MAKES NO SENSE AT ALL! i was so freaking hurt knowing these things happen.. things just go wrong.. brainless ppl still exist in this world.. woopie.. hurrah for those idiots.. so called hospital... MY FOOT!

Sigh.. anyways.. still finding ways to cure him.. still not in a deadly situation yet.. and SAY UNTIL HERE!! u Know what they say???? They say.. they would only take him in if he is in a FINAL STAGE OF LUNG CANCER! THEN WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU PUTTING HIM IN FOR? TO TAKE FREE CASH? IM GONNA GIVE YOU FREE PUNCHES IF THATS WHAT YOU WANT! NO CHARGE AT ALL!

Today.. i've made things worst yet.. argue with HER... made her cry and sad.. wasn't that bad until i kept talking and talking.. sigh~ its like i kept bothering her so badly.. and today my parents argued too in the car while going up to grandparent's house.. sigh.. knowing how my dad speaks to my mom and both together argue.. i would say its like 85%? exactly how i argued with HER... Sigh.. Im sorry dear.. i just thuoght i knew everything and saying im always thinking on ur side already and ur not.. i know ur trying too and you do... and im asking dumb questions again and again OFCOURSE You do! i just keep being stupid.. sigh~

But anyways.. we're fine.. AGAIN.. =) heh~ GOod eh? But. aiH~ still worried of him.. dam it.. im staying in a county with no hope.. swtness..

*His Heart BeloNGs to HER too* =D <3

You're my angel of music. ♥