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Friday, March 21, 2008 at Friday, March 21, 2008

Today.. Seeing her came to school.. walking with one of her friends small little kid. I know its nothing..and funny thing is he always follows her or something..

I saw her like.. keep on talking with a boy.. seeing her doing that.. i know shes doing something either helping him or asking him for help.. Using this kind of thinking it does help me not to think like last time.. I was thinking during my exam, what if i were to be like last time? what will happen later..? I would just go down say why are you talking with him? u know im not that happy? i dun like that.. ( being stupidly emo ) again..
Yes.. still actually im not that happy.. but not like last that kind.. just different.. I can't be so selfish!! i hate myself like that!! I hate that old me!!!

After School's Sports day rehersal.. she looks so tired~ i gave her the cold water that i bought before i went back down to look for her.. i accompanied her walking up.. she look so tired.. im worried that if she will be fine later or not.. i really wanted to stay in school being beside her..

She is going for the PBSM camp... and its a 6 days camp.. I for sure definately will be very very very very very missing her so much.. >< i really don't know.. I'm just tring to support everything she does.. I want to let her know I'm beside her.. I'll support everything she does.. and this camp doesn't come always.. i couldn't say i really dun wan her to leave my side.. i Cant bare to say this..

Knowing being like that.. i would be at home.. sitting down on my bed.. waiting for her sms.. looking at my phone all day long.. wonder if shes fine.. wonder if shes alright..

Sigh..

Ill stop here..

*His heart belonGs To HER* -Forever-

You're my angel of music. ♥