| heart stoned.. |
| Friday, May 23, 2008 at Friday, May 23, 2008 |
am i hanging to this just for the sake of it?
Im feeling im being left out being at the back..
distance between us so far.. i couldn't catch up coz my heart is aching so badly..
yet too.. you didn't slow down to be with me =(
im tired of watching you walk away.. tired of watching ur back facing at me..
tired of being someone just in need in some times..
i sat next to her. i told her.. she got fed up.. end up i said it was my fault~ i shouldn't say all these.. am i being stupid?
im putting every single blame on myself also can.. coz it doesn't matter so much anymore..
ppl say im stupid.. im dumb.. i couldn't feel..
im tired of being just someone in need in just sometimes..
my heart is stoned this time... i don't know if this is worst or the other.. previously was numb.. now its stoned.. stoned.. stoned..
=)
i'd break every single rule just to be with you.. i'd jump off the building just to be down with you right away.. i'd kill myself if i ever hurt you...
its not enough? to show how much you mean to me? not enuf to show how a bf is?
=/ i could fake everything.. just couldn't bare to fake a smile anymore..
im sorry?
You're my angel of music. ♥
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