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Monday, July 27, 2009 at Monday, July 27, 2009

hey there bloggers... I'm back again.. and yeah, I'm using a older laptop.. Sony vaio... My sister's and father's ex laptop.. =.= It'll shut off anytime tho due to its graphic card i think! @_@ that sucks..



Lemme see.. I really had a though week @_@



Couldn't get my macbook pro 15' yet. Still wondering whether ICOM's problem or apple's problem. I'm still going to ask here and there until i get my mac from apple malaysia then back to ICOM. It's really not fair that apple doesn't get ready any stocks for college. Since they have already signed contract, they should have known to keep stocks for college to get it right? Don't you think its really a big issue?



Students who doesn't own any desktop or laptop with them are going through a very very hard time. College Admin asked them to try using college's computers but it is so so so slow! and the screen is fuzzy if I didn't get wrong information from my friends who tried using it to finish their assignments and to do some research for another class.



Second is that I kept argueing with my girlfriend again and again recently. Something is really going really really wrong with me. I really do not know how to control myself not to be so so so sensative and thinking negative thoughts every single time! I think i've really crossed the line. Being too sensative. I shouldn't have questioned her shouln't have done so many stupid things to put a show. Sigh. I'm sorry but i won't do it again..

Third thing. Why do i always get to be the last? getting disappointed and all. I was really disappointed with 3rd KL's promotion stanards already. I'm really really am. I don't know why are they doing it but no matter what realy i also can't accept how they are appointng or promoting members anymore. I don't see any standards and aim to fight for anymore.

Last. Why does everything has to be wrong because of me? It wasn't suppose to be my fault! Not my problem! I don't get any advantages or anything. I really don't know what to say or think anymore. It's not like i didn't think of anything. I helped so in so many ways already but never appreciated. I really don't know what I did to deserve all this things If i were the one doing all those nice things...

Really disappointed with almost everything! Lord give me some help please! Sigh..='(

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